Loss is a funny thing. Not really talked about. Hard to put into words. Everyone deals differently and comes to terms on their own. Oddly, grandma's passing has left me changed but i'm not sure how to describe the affect.
I feel sad, yet relieved. And I’m not much upset so to speak about it all but little things make me mourn her, especially since its so recent, like my friend Julie's grandmothers getting escorted to their seat prior to her wedding ceremony or Tiger Woods having won the British Open and dedicating it to his late dad. I know time will makes things less raw, but for now I don't feel my-happy go lucky-self.
Don't know why I put this stuff up here or anywhere public for that matter. It's definitely not a cry for help or sympathy plea. Somehow it's my way of "dealing" right now and getting shit of my chest. Like I said, unfiltered. Kanpai.
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