* the last two entries make this blog feel like an online diary. thing about diaries is, you never think anyone reads them. props to handa for having read mine and acutally saying so.
* this past week has reinforced that at this stage of my life i have a hard time visualizing a social event with OUT alcohol. i am not an alcoholic but thinking through all the shit i do with friends and family, the social lubricant is often something containing alcohol....
* i am commitment-phobic. mix that with an inability to say NO and you've got trouble. let's just say that even when I am COMPLETELY honest and an open book about my feelings, people hear only what they want to hear. I'm not sure what my deal is... maybe I am waiting for the pitter-patter of the heartstrings or flutter of love to sock me in the gut but lately I'm just not feeling it, even though I'm showered with nothing but love. bachelors beware.
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